Fear

 The initial high of resigning has worn off and now I am just scared. Scared that I will stay at home and still be worried all the time. Scared that I won't be able to make of my plans work. Scared that I don't have enough self-discipline. Scared. Scared. Scared. Admitting it makes it a bit better already. I know it is up to me. Seems like self doubt is one of my biggest obstacles.

So what I am going to do? I am giving myself some credit for what I have achieved in my life so far and I am practicing gratitude. 

I am grateful for the opportunity to be scared because it presents me with the opportunity to be brave.